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Got it all figured out inside of my head
There's a bag packed up at the foot of my bed
You say the word, baby I'm all set
We'll cover our tracks
Tell a couple white lies
Make sure we got a good alibi
And by the time they catch on
We'll be outta there sight
Long gone baby

Let's get out of this town tonight
Nothing but dust in the shadows
Gone by morning light
Somewhere we won't ever get caught, ever be found
Baby, let's just get out of this town

Don't need directions
Don't need a map
If we get lost I'll be good with that
Yeah, we'll find a way to make the time pass
Windows rolled down with the heat on high
Stars all aligned in a runaway sky
Holding my hand as the miles roll by
Long gone baby

Let's get out of this town tonight
Nothing but dust in the shadows
Gone by morning light
Somewhere we won't ever get caught, ever be found
Baby, let's just get out of this town

If we leave tonight and drive fast enough
All our troubles will be just like us
Long gone baby

Let's get out of this town tonight
Nothing but dust in the shadows
Gone by morning light
Somewhere we won't ever get caught, ever be found

Yeah let's get out of this town tonight
Let's get out of this town tonight
We won't ever get caught, ever be found
Baby, let's just get out of this town

I'm going to see juno again tonight b/c i can't seem to get enough. lord. i must have a major problem ey?


i'm in bloom

  • May. 3rd, 2007 at 4:08 PM

TIRED!

we were late to work again today! woooohuuhuuuuunnnnderful! i discovered that like 3 of my moms huge pots of flowers are dying out front. seriously. she just got them before she left. they have to come back to life or i'm dead meat! some MAJOR cleaning needs to be taken care of today! herb came over last night which is completely fine b/c he is like...normal. and sweet. and he is herb. so i went to bed while the boys hung and chatted about whatever it is they talk about alone. probably the following: shooting something, killing something, having sex with something, or playing something. but i woke up this morning to lots of beer in the kitchen and a racoon who took over some garbage bags in the garage. ugh.

its pretty weird to see justin in the office. i dont mind it all all. just means he is making money and we see each other more. :) he will probably only be here another week or so and then on to the storage project.

22 days till the cruise and i am yet to get in better shape. what the hell? i was doing so so good before justin got back and now all that went to hell! i dont even have a good excuse for it! its just my lazyness! im lame.

i'm at the weird point in my life where i want to move out of orlando again. soon. but doesnt everyone always want to leave their home town? thing is...now its not even just b/c i'm bored of it and i cant find what im looking for. its b/c we are like #1 in crime now! SCAAAAARRRRRREY!
i want to leave. meet new people. visit friends as much as i can. live somewhere i know NOTHING about. just so i can learn. (also weird-me wanting to learn again!) 

so remember that gang that went around with their lights off and if you flashed yours they ran in to you? well its started again. fucking nuts! whats wrong with people? 5 min from my house someone got ran in to, knocked out, beat up, dragged in the grass, and left to rot. he survived, ended up in the hospital, and was told he was the 3rd victum that week. just be careful. trust no one. its a shame...a DAMN SHAME.

im going to start taking a couple night classes at vcc again once justin starts. (maybe) hehe.
whit and i are going to take a didgital photography class at crealde which im pretty stoked about.
kris and i are crossing our fingers for heychris to come read us some wild stories.
HOPEFULLY getting the hell out of parents homes soon and getting a place i can actually decorate and feel at home again! i totally miss that.

periods suck! i dont mean to take out my problems or worries on other people (ahem...justin) but then i do sometimes...and i feel so bad later. and i dont want to screw anything up...ever. but geeeze i get moody when that time comes around. males have it so good. especially the ones who dont gain weight and can eat EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel like shopping today. this isnt good b/c i will actually GO and shop and waste money.

one day...money wont even be a huge deal. right now...what i use it for....those...are big deals.

this weekend is going to be killer.

question: why do i worry about stupid shit?

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i like this girl and this song is kinda cute:

bonnie mckee-honey
Memories haunting my evenings,
Eyes watching me through the moon
I hope my good days aren't over
Not so soon....
I never have seen an angel
I gave up watching the sky
Whisper softly to me honey
But don't lie,don't you lie

I still see you when my eyes are closed
And tell me why I can't let go
I still smell you inside of my clothes
Oh, honey

Someday I'll go for the glory
I'll conquer everyones fears and
For once the ending of the story won't be tears
I have seen to much betrayel
I have heard to many lies
Someday I'll be purple lightening in the skys

I still see you when my eyes are closed
And tell me why I can't let you go
I still smell you inside of my clothes
Oh, honey...
I can't love anybody but you, oh, honey...

I was alone, I was broken ehh
I needed someone to love
Your love was sticky like honey

I still see you when my eyes are closed
And tell me why I can't let go
I still smell you inside of my clothes

I can't love anybody but you,I'm afraid
Yea but I know its true
I can't find no one sweeter then you
Oh, honey........
See you, fell you,touch you can't let go of you
Honey...

5 day counting

  • Mar. 25th, 2007 at 1:34 PM

 please let everything go right....plase let everything go right please......


don't let him down again. just bring him home. thats all i ask. bring him home this week! :( PLEASE!?

another survey to pass the time

  • Mar. 14th, 2007 at 5:01 PM

1. Where were you when it turned 2007?
i was @ lizzie's with 3 different drinks in front of me

2. How did you get the idea for your MySpace name?
haha...my fiances last name?

3. What song are you listening to right now?
NOTHING...i'm at work!

5. Do you click on pop-ups?
nope

7. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
omg i feel like i just slept for an HOUR! then...thank God i'm 2mins away from work and i have 2 more hours to sleep!

9. What will you do tonight?
watch ANTM

10. Whats your favorite memory from last weekend?
laying out on the dock with my girls.

11. What are the last two digits of your cell phone number?
what kind of question is this?

12. What was the last thing you ate?
a mini snickers

13. What was last thing you drank?
coke fool!

14. What was the last movie you watched?
the last kiss. BAD IDEA! DON'T WATCH IF YOU HAVE BEEN CHEATED ON AND ARE NOW IN A GOOD RELATIONSHIP!

15. What do you dislike at the moment?
MY MOOD

16. What food do you crave right now?
nothing.

17. What did you dream last night?
yeah...i think i had a dream i was prego. NOT COOL!!!!!

18. What was the last TV show you watched?
bams unholy union

19. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
my engagement ring....DUH!

20. Name someone on your Top Friends who is just like you?
no one....well maybe justin b/c he is a weirdo like me.

22. Who last text messaged you?
justin

23. Are you on any medication?
nope. im weird naturally.

24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
the middle...till the dino gets home.

25. What color shirt are you wearing?
im wearing a white dress.

26. what is your favorite frozen treat?
ummmm.....? i dont even know.

27. How many piercings do you have?
only 2 now. but i did have 4

28. What's your favorite store?
oh gosh....i like online stores. but also delias, forever21, urban outfitters, aldo for my shoe fetish, arden b....list goes on!

29. Are you thirsty right now?
not really

30. Who's someone you haven't seen today and miss?
guess.

31. What did you do last night?
went to soul night w/ kris and chad

32. Do you care what people think about you?
sometimes. but i guess it depends on who it is.

33. Have you ever done something to cause trouble?
yes

36. Where do you live?
orlando

37. Are you aggressive?
sometimes

38. Mobile Phone Network?
cingular

39. Looking forward to anything in the near future?
getting off work in 15 min will be dope.

40. Do you have any pets?
jem jem!

41. If so, what is your pet's name?
see above.

43. What do you smell like right now?
uh? staaaange.

44. What are your favorite colors?
blackandblack and black?

45. Do you believe in Gravity?
yes

46. Who or what were you named after?
nobody?

47. Would you ever sky-dive?
never. i'm afraid of heights

49. Have you ever bid for something on eBay?
lots!

50. What do you think of Angelina Jolie being pregnant?
i don't care.

51. Do you enjoy giving hugs?
sometimes

52. Do you enjoy giving kisses?
to justin!

53. Do you own a digital camera?
yes

54. What celebrities have you been compared to?
lucy from 7th heaven and someone said posh spice but i have no idea why! oh and katie homes....again, no idea why!

55. Who is your favorite Star Wars character?
never seen any of the star wars movies

56. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but don't?
sometimes

57. Are you a jealous person?
can be

58. Are you an open minded person?
can be

59. Do you ever feel guilty after eating meat?
not really. it's too good!

60. What were your parents other name options for you?
i don't know but they picked the wrong one!

snape is a bad man!

  • Feb. 2nd, 2007 at 8:51 AM

soooo excited for the new harry potter book coming out! i think it will be the best one yet! i pre-ordered it b/c im a dork like that. i'm even HIGHLY considering a sneak peak in to a discussion group aout it! ahhhha...thank GOSH ill have something good to read other than the crap thats next to my bed now! i get so wrapped up in harry so you all might no see me too much till i'm done with it :)in fact...i need to read the last one over again so i can refresh my memory on what terrible things are going to happen in the world of magic.

sooo...sarah gave me some yes's and no's on wedding stuff last night. i think she got a better feel for the color scheme. i wasn't sure if people really "got" it or not. i guess you have to see what i've pulled for ideas to really understand what i want it to be like. either way...it's going to be beautiful!

my lord this freakin douche bag last night at the wine room talked about himself for like an hour! i wanted to kill him! i dont even know why he started talking to us in the first place! he was good looking too! geeessshhh...no one cares how many clubs you own and how many people you know and what movies you have been a part of! shut up already! i hate people like that!

so then after free wine...it was on to downtown vintage b/c well, thats just what needed to happen. i like watching people in love. it can make you sad but it can make you really happy also. i ALSO like watching couples fight outside the window im sitting at. i'm sorry but it was funny! i have to give props to the girl standing up for herself out there when this guy was obviously all like, "ohhh baby...i wasnt...baby....but BABY!" lol...she wasnt having it at all!

i don't feel so well this morning. i want to sleep forever and ever (till justin comes home at least)

whats with the tornados?

i feel like sushi & a good mandy moore movie soon....whos down?

so to read

  • Nov. 14th, 2006 at 4:37 PM

Katie,

My sister sent me this ... Her husband is a recently retired Col. in the Army and their 3 kids (2 boys & 1 girl) are all in the armed services and in Baghdad as we speak. This poem is a little emotional but something we should all share with others. Hope you enjoy it ...

maureen

__________________________________________________

 

 

A Different Christmas Poem

The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.

My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.

Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight.

The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.

My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.

In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.

The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.

Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.

My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near.

Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.

Alone in the dark, he looked up and smiled, Standing watch over me, and my wife and my child.

"What are you doing?" I asked without fear, "Come in this moment, it's freezing out here!

Put down your pack, brush the snow from your sleeve, You should be at home on a cold Christmas Eve!"

For barely a moment I saw his eyes shift, Away from the cold and the snow blown in drifts..

To the window that danced with a warm fire's light Then he sighed and he said "Its really all right, I'm out here by choice. I'm here every night." "It's my duty to stand at the front of the line, That separates you from the darkest of times.

No one had to ask or beg or implore me,

I'm proud to stand here like my fathers before me.

My Gramps died at 'Pearl on a day in December,"

Then he sighed, "That's a Christmas 'Gram always remembers."

My dad stood his watch in the jungles of 'Nam', And now it is my turn and so, here I am.

I've not seen my own son in more than a while, But my wife sends me pictures, he's sure got her smile.

Then he bent and he carefully pulled from his bag, The red, white, and blue... an American flag.

I can live through the cold and the being alone, Away from my family, my house and my home.

I can stand at my post through the rain and the sleet, I can sleep in a foxhole with little to eat.

I can carry the weight of killing another, Or lay down my life with my sister and brother..

Who stand at the front against any and all, To ensure for all time that this flag will not fall."

"So go back inside," he said, "harbor no fright, Your family is waiting and I'll be all right."

"But isn't there something I can do, at the least, "Give you money," I asked, "or prepare you a feast?

It seems all too little for all that you've done, For being away from your wife and your son."

Then his eye welled a tear that held no regret, "Just tell us you love us, and never forget.

To fight for our rights back at home while we're gone, To stand your own watch, no matter how long.

For when we come home, either standing or dead, To know you remember we fought and we bled.

Is payment enough, and with that we will trust, That we mattered to you as you mattered to us."

PLEASE, Would you do me the kind favor of sending this to as many people as you can? Christmas will be coming soon and some credit is due to our U.S.service men and women for our being able to celebrate these festivities. Let's try in this small way to pay a tiny bit of what we owe.

Make people

stop and think of our heroes, living and dead, who sacrificed themselves for us.

 

 

LCDR Jeff Giles, SC, USN

30th Naval Construction Regiment

OIC, Logistics Cell One

Al Taqqadum, Iraq

i believe

  • Oct. 25th, 2006 at 11:00 AM

Have a seat....relax...and read this slowly.
It kind a sums it all up..........

I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that
friends change.

I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt
you
every once in a while and
you must forgive them for that.

I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the
longest
distance. Same goes for true love.

I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you
heartache for life.

I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want
to
be.

I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It
may be the last time you see them.

I believe - That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I believe - That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we
feel.

I believe - That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I believe - That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at
first, the passion fades and
there had better be something else to take its place.

I believe - That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when
it
needs to be done, regardless of the
consequences.

I believe - That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I believe - That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and
have
the best time.

I believe - That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when
you're
down, will be the ones to help you get back
up.

I believe - That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,
but
that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I believe - That just because someone doesn't love you the way you want
them
to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I believe - That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences
you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how
many
birthdays you've celebrated.

I believe - That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes
you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I believe - That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world
doesn't
stop for your grief.

I believe - That our background and circumstances may have influenced
who we
are, but we are responsible for
who we become.

I believe - That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It
could
change your life forever.

I believe - That two people can look at the exact same thing and see
something totally different.

I believe - That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by
people who
don't even know you.

I believe - That even when you think you have no more to give, when a
friend
cries out to you - you will find
the strength to help.

I believe - That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human
being.

I believe - That the people you care about most in life are taken from
you
too soon.

please protect us

  • Oct. 11th, 2006 at 3:55 PM

first of all...North Korea is insane. someone needs to stop them ....FAST. what do they think they are going to do....i mean REALLY? 

a small plane crashed in to a NYC apt building? here is the #1 reason why i'm scared to visit this city and why i would NEVER EVER EVER want to live there. i'm already afraid of dying and afraid that terrorists are out to get the USA and will one day....i dont need to be in the most popular city in america to raise my chances of getting blown up! 

i'm sure it's a cool place but i'd rather experience it in the movies.

i hope all my friends are (and will be) safe and protected!

<3

xoxo

GOD BLESS AMERICA!

how to identify

  • Sep. 29th, 2006 at 10:13 AM

How to identify a Military Girlfriend/Fiance/Wife.....

1. We own at least one article of clothing that says our man's Military Branch on it and wear it at least once a week


2. Our AOL/ Yahoo/Myspace/Xanga ect. profiles have something to do with military or have song lyrics in them


3. We know what the terms Head, Rack, Field Day and PT mean and have no trouble using them on a daily basis


4. We know the difference between a Recruit, Enlisted, Officer and know the rank structure like the back of our hand


5. We feel every note of the songs "I'm Already There", "When I'm Gone", "Here Without You", "Proud to be an American" and "The National Anthem" (it is usally one of these songs whose lyrics can be found in our profile, LOL!!!)


6. We watch the news and cry hysterically for fallen Marines, Soldiers, Airmen and Sailors, and no one seems to understand why


7. We just cry.... and cry.... and cry... and cry for no reason at all and we are fine with that!! (It's normal isn't it?)


8. We have at least one (but probably more) family member or friend that doesn't approve or understand our long distance relationship


9. At the ages 17, 18, 19, 20, 21; we have no problem saying YES to a marriage proposal

10. Everytime theres a bulletin on Myspace having to do with military, they foward it on

11. They smile when they see a soldier in public dressed in his uniform ((So True!))


12. They get a little teary eyed when the Star Spangled Banner is sung at sporting events and watching the flag blow in the wind


and the 13th way to identify a US Military girlfriend, fiance' or wife....


13. They will post this on their myspace (or livejournal) for everyone to see!

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